One is the loneliest number.

It was a very difficult day today. Very difficult. I'm alone in London. I have a 3 bedroom apartment all to myself. I work with lovely people. I actually received my first paycheck. But I'm so lonely.

I went to see 'A Lot Like Love' today and all I can say is that it wasn't a good movie to go see alone as a single girl on a saturday night. I was supposed to have lovely single girl plans tonight - they were cancelled, leaving me to take myself out to dinner and a movie. I should have gone straight back home.

I'm going to go think torturing thoughts out on the balcony with a glass of wine.

Shit.