It's a strange feeling when you meet someone you trust. You don't expect it on the first meeting and then it happens... and then you're all vulnerable. And now it's 3 days since I saw him and I'm confused about everything. I can tell another person my opinion in the blink of an eye and have full faith in it, generally finding the other person thinks it's true. My own advice to myself? I never trust it.

I've never opened up to someone like that so I'm a bit worried... because he was drunk. I've never fallen asleep next to someone like that... and now I wonder if he regrets it.

This shouldn't matter. but it does.