Hello my dears:

I'm writing to you from Durham in the United Kingdom. I'm here for an EYP thingy and just remembered that it's been a long time since I stopped by to say hello.

Well... since my last post I've moved to London. What happened is that I flew, I stayed, I moved in to my flat (a week after the flight).
I was in my flat for about 10 hours and then I left it.... I've been in Durham longer than I've been in my flat lol
The good news is that my dad actually got my moving boxes on their way... I'll soon feel based again. It was really bad at one point - I felt homeless... hopeless even. I was lost and had no one to help me - I've never had that feeling before and it was really scary.

Now I'm among friends again and it feels comfortable, if not a little..... no, never mind. I just don't know everyone as well as I could/should/would? I still have various personal feelings that won't be aired, it seems, ever and that's ok too. They're not quite as pressing as they once were. In fact I just managed to sit THISCLOSE to him and felt.... very little. Yes, I admit, it's still a little jab occasionally but I'll survive. In fact, I'll do better than survive... I'll live.

I think I'll be happy here. I want to be happy here.

Love,
Heili