Have you ever wondered whether someone is thinking about you at that moment? I'm wondering that. I'm wondering what my someone is thinking about me. Good, bad, incredibly evil? Loving, incriminating, disturbing?

I'm thinking about a few special people tonight. One questioningly. One longingly. One apprehensively.

I'd love to lend some of my thoughts on love and life at the moment but my brain is on hold. I have them... boy do I have them! I just can't bring them so far out of their seperate corners of my brain to pass them on. I'll sum up the major thoughts:

1) Divorce is bad. Money sucks.

2) I will put my children first.

3)I think I can't be unlovable.

4) If I eat nothing but ice cream, and only 2 small portions a day, will I lose weight? How about chicken, basil and mayo sandwiches?

5) Low ego. Someone praise me. But don't do it because I asked you to.

6) What if I'm not really as talented as I think I might be?

7) What will Natwest do to me if I lie about residency?

8) I wish this blog were more interesting.

9) Laundry sits awaiting washing. Maybe tomorrow.

10) Please someone recommend me a book to read. Something with a point.

11) "Rio Bravo" (Dean Martin & Ricky Nelson) is a really beautiful song.

12) I think I'm developing a worry wrinkle.

13) I need sunlight. I will wither, wilt, &/or collapse without solar power soon.

14) I need to find me a modern-day Rock Hudson.

15) God bless Sex and the City.

16) I know you're waiting round that bend.

17) I think I should start packing my stuff in boxes. Just in case we sell the house while I'm gone.

18) I'd like to have a really nice conversation with someone over a hot drink and on a soft sofa. All offers welcome.

19) I'm surrounded by people and I'm still lonely.

20) I'm going to sleep now. It's time.



It's not too much to ask for someone to think of me too. I'll tell you if you tell me.