Worried about my mental health. Having bad bad bad dreams every night. Can't talk to anyone, no one will listen and no one wants me to listen. Have small fever. It's still raining. All I want is sunshine. Maybe it's coffee-withdrawal? Want my mom.
I think I've been forgotten.

I have my own world. It's 2 rooms, a bathrooma and a walk-in closet. Occasional treks into the wilderness of my backyard when there's a break in the rain. I think I'll do something.... exotic. I'm going to go prune the wet, soggy bushes. I need to escape.

Where can I go to escape? I was supoposed to be free here, but I'm trapped. I'm... calm. But my mind is going senile. I want mental stimulation before I go absolutely stark raving fucking CRAZY. No more freaking talk about exams results. I don't give a shit about cold drinks and summer trips. Don't you people read books any more? Discover new music? Have a life seperate from that of your parents? Strive for that independence, be brave enough to make your own decisions. Most of all, don't lose anything in translation. somebody ooze intelligence in front of me. i need a goal and I have none. somebody provoke me in to thinking. PLEASE.