I now know what it's like to be officially broke. I have just enough to pay off my debts until June, but it's called no coffee unless it's home brewed. No nothing. In fact - oh, never mind. It's just too depressing. I'm too lavish with my money when it come to friends... I've been overspending. oh gees. :'( This is baaaad. May hasn't even ended yet!!! Let's hope graduation rolls in some bucks or I'm going to be in a very very bad state. Me and no caffeine is a VERY bad mix.

My budget for May/June

$ for sports club (I have a contract, i can't not pay lol)
$ for phone bills (I won't use my phone in June - call me!)
$ for getting my hair done for graduation.

Besides that, I'm high and extremely dry. If I'm very very VERY frugal, I can pull 20 quid spending money for the next month and a half. I guess if I'm planning on living in London I should get used to this :(
I wonder if I can hit my brother up for a loan.... btw, he's 12 - and has a very bright financial future. He's loaded and demands interest on all loans!

And my life otherwise is now empty. Exams all done, school finished (prays to a higher being....... exam results are published day b4 graduation) and money tight. I have to buy a new phone and look for a laptop. My dad isn't very happy with me and... well, yes.... Ah. hmm. meh. it's just like that. I'm going to get in to gardening, soil and such. Good for the pockets and the eyes.



And I'm really really lonely tonight.

Goodnight my someone, good night.