oh - holy - mother. i haven't slept for 33 hours straight. And I can't. My throat - hurts - soooo - much. nothing helps. not pain killers, not extra strong throat lozenges with pain killers, not natural remedies. Not even the antibiotic i have. I think this is hell. doctors appointment tomorrow morning at 8.45. god-let there be a remedy. I don't think i can stand this pain much longer. It's like knives sticking in to my throat from all sides, the back of my mouth.. everything.
And as pain and exhaustion combine, i started crying non-stop about 4 o'clock. I really, really want my mum. I need to feel taken care of :(