Oh my fucking god. I've been sitting behind this computer MUCH TOO MUCH! Heili is my name, looking for universities is my game. WHY WHY WHY mus tthey make it so bloody difficult? I'm quite positive I won't be accepted anywhere... and I'm not just saying that. I had a nightmare last night where I was the only one not accepted in to university and I became a street cleaner.. 8/ I'm frazzled. BUT, have since manged to choose some universities. And courses I like. Yaay. Here goes:

University of Western England, Bristol
- English and History
- English and Law

Goldsmiths, University of London
- English and History
- English and History of Art

Royal Holloway, Uni of London
-English

University of Southampton
- English and History of Art and Design
- Engilsh and Philosophy
- English Studies and Historical Studies

University of Sussex
- English Language and European Humanities
- English Language and Literature
- English and Art History
- English and Cultural Studies
- English and History
- English and Media Studies

University of Warwick
- English Literature
- English and American Literature
- Philosophy and Literature

University College London, Uni of London
- English
- European Social and Political Studies. Fuck. Will never get in to that one... :(

Now I just have to find schools to study in in North America. Fuck Fuck Fuck I am so Fucked. WHY DID THEY INVENT UNIVERSITIES!?

Sigh. Now I hear you telling me to be calm. But I can't. I hate doing things without guidance. I AM NOT AN INDEPENDENT PERSON. I AM CO-DEPENDENT. FUCK. I JUST SAID THAT OUT LOUD.

Breathing deep now. Phew. Close call. If anybody had seen me then, I would have been in the loony bin before you could say Bob's Your Uncle.

until next psycho moment.
ciao.