Hmm. Really embarrassed now, as i can't figure out how to erase previous entries.... I mean, I realise I shouldn't be ashamed of the neurotic moments in life, and, if anything, should embrace my Prozac moments, but it seems I've been embracing them with a bit too much vigour recently. As I've now defined my problem, I am out to seek Attention and Love. From myself. This could create a problem in the balance of life, but I'm an optimist, so I'll think about that later. I guess I'm just mad at myself for not accomplishing that which I set as goals for myself.
It's a pity really... my best best friend is this journal thingy, because... well, there are multiple reasons. Firstly, I hate my handwriting, so paper and pen aren't for me. Secondly, I like to know what people think about me (self-esteem needs rooting) and thirdly, I'd hate to think that what I think could be lost. What if I say something profound and no one knows? What if I, completely by accident, come upon a solution for world peace or stopping hunger and don't realise it? As stupidity is one of my weak spots, it could very well happen. Also, congratulations to those who realise that if they keep up with me, there could be millions coming to someone who studies to be a shrink. Really. Here's your first client!

Aah, on a lighter note, I've realised I'm adult alternative music biggest fan (these genre's are really ridiculous, but so be it) Hello John Mayer and Shawn Mullins! For those who think I've gone mainstream, poo you. I've been fans of most of them WAY before they were famous (pooo you again for thinking bs) And I'll have you know I liked Norah Jones WAAY before she got on the radio. So there.

Let me name some of the stuff on my recent playlists:
Matchbox 20, Counting Crows, Heather Nova, Nickel Creek, Mary Chapin Carpenter, Joni Mitchell, James Taylor, Jimmy Eats World, John Mayer, Glen Phillips, Shawn Mullins, Ben Harper, Lauryn Hill, The Proclaimers [I*M GONNA BE...], Gary Jules, Caesars Palace and Zap Mama. Hmm... Strange mixture actually.
Of course, I'm a strange person. lovable, but strange.
So there is my mix of emo, folk, soul and alternative, all with a nice portion of rock and a leetle bluegrass.

Alsooo, I'm feeling better. Thanks for listening everybody, it's nice to know some people know I'm not thaaaaat neurotic.